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I wanted to write tonight but I am not sure what I am going to write about yet. So we will see where this goes. I have been doing a lot of school work lately. More than ever before. And it is all Group work. I am not used to being so dependent on others for my grades. After all no one is going to ask me who my group members were when I graduate, they just care about my grades. I have already talked about grades and how I think they are bogus so I will skip over that part. I am realizing how much I brake down in a group setting. I cannot concentrate. I am not efficient or effective in my work. I either do everything or nothing. But from what I have heard from others this is common.

I am trying to find something to do with my time now that wrestling is over. I have thought of several things, however nothing as of yet has really struck me as something I would love to do. I really need something inspiring, something I love to do. For now I feel like my life is rather boring and I need something to spice it up. Not that school isn't enough interesting, I am getting plenty of interesting. It just isn't exciting. It's still winter so most outdoor activities are out for now. I could get a job, but that just might put me over the edge right now. So basically I have no idea what I am going to do.